Monday, May 15, 2017

13 Reasons Why

Hey beautiful people,
I wanted so badly to write my feelings down after I saw the whole season of 13 Reasons Why, but I'm stuck again, stuck in my head. I started this post already like tausend times and it seems that I can't find the right words.
Even if I write 2 sentences down, I just delete them after a moment of silence.
Words were my friends, I found myself safe in them, I felt secure with them, but now all I can feel is insecurity, the right words are fading away and they seem so far away from me.
Everything seems complex in my head, but in the moment I start to write I'm falling apart.
I thought about this book a lot, I started to think that I have more than 13 people in my life, who made me feel miserable.
Without any hesitation I could say that these people are enough reason to end my life.
But you know what I felt in the end, that this girl was so alone, and she doesn't wanted to die.
And honestly I don't wanna die either.
I have no idea if I will figure out myself/life or not, but one thing is sure I was never brave enough to end my life.
Take care!
With love from Fashion Lights ♥

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Dear Autumn

you were full of surprises. I can't thank you enough for the opportunities you gave me.
I had the chance to move into a new city, to start a new job and to find new friends.
I had nights where I fell asleep crying, but in the next day you put kindness in my life so I tried again and again to get back on my feet.

I fell in love with the colours of you. All the leaves were like they all wanted to tell everyone how the sun kissed them. You showed me beautiful sunsets and the Danube with it's green colour showed me how to stop for a minute. I attended some really interesting cultural events and also some fashion related ones.
I got tickets for the Placebo gig, bought a succulent to make my room a better place.

I relaunched my magazine to give aspiring writers a new platform to write and I'm thinking about getting back to school too. I haven't feel desire to learn in school since years - makes me happy to feel that way.
I need to use my German in my job - even if just a little bit, but it's really great to hear and practice the language. And Budapest is full of different people from all around the world so I can still use my English - so hopefully I won't forget my skills.
I kinda let people love me in this season, which is a very new way to live my life, but hopefully that was the right call to make.
So Autumn, thank you for your existence! I enjoyed your company very much.
See ya next year.

Oh, and dear Winter, I'm already excited for your ups and downs.

Take care!
With love from Fashion Lights ♥

Monday, November 28, 2016

Drink it up!

 Hi my darlings,

hope you are all doing well.
It's been a long time since I wrote anything about food or drinks. 
So here we are.
When you have any relatives who are under 3 years old, you know, that you are careful what they eat and drink.
You taste everything first, and sometimes, you like it as much as they do, and sometimes more. :)
And sometimes, well you are the one who needs a glass of juicy water.

Let me introduce you the Nurture Fruity Water.
Just still water blended with delicious fruit juice and goodness. 
Enriched with 7 different vitamins, calcium, zinc and Wellmune Beta Glucans, Nurture Fruity Water supports children’s immunity, growing bones and teeth.  

It helps to live an adventurous life for the little ones, and it's so delicious, that everyone will love it.
There is two flavours: tropical flavour of Orange & Pineapple and the refreshing taste of Cherry & Strawberry.

 I absolutely love their site and how they have their little elephant, Firsty.
Check them out here and thell me what you think about the drinks.
Have you or your relatives tried Nurture before?

Take care!
With love from Fashion Lights ♥